You Have No Idea

Do you know how it feels to be called a "b***h" by your closest family member?

Do you know how it feels to be pained physically and not being able to fight back, because you love the person?

Do you know how it feels when you are just too overwhelmed that you feel like you are drowning in emotions.

But at the same time,

You mind is completely empty.

Do you know how it feels when your eyes are blurred with tears?

Do you know how it feels when you are tired and just wants to lay down,

But can't?

Because parents think that school work is the most important thing.

Do you know how it feels when you are just scared to home?

Do you know how it feels to wear a mask of happiness everyday to school and at home?

But you are hurting inside.

Do you know how it feels when you just want to end it all with a razor,

But are scared to let go.

Do you know how it feels when you just want to hurt someone so bad but just could not bring yourself to do it?

Do you know how it feels when you just cannot let go of the past?

Is it even possible to feel so many pains at once?