Feathery

The pain,

Of a pierced heart.

To have heavy weight on your shoulder.

Hard to breathe.

To have the crowd laugh and point,

Wherever you go.

The isolation from you,

From happiness,

Is unbearable.

My heart stings.

My thoughts burn,

The aching pain is not to be compared to the ripping of flesh.

I cry until my eyes are dry.

If tears were compared to crystals, I'd be the richest alive.

My head hurts,

So does my heart.

My vision was blurry as I sank into the deep ocean of self denial.

To the very bottom.

I did not struggle for the glimpse of hope before my eyes.

There's no use.

I feel that,

The world would be so much better, without my existence.

I want to be beside you,

And laugh at our stupid jokes.

I want to talk to you,

To share our life.

I want to pull you close,

Like it's the end of time.

But it's all over,

Now you see me differently.

And put me at fault,

For every single bad thing that you encountered,

Now my life is a mess,

Because of you,

Because of the person that was supposed to light up my world,

In the darkest days.

You told the world that I am filled with lies,

And doesn't deserve be trusted.

You try to take my life away,

So I would drown in my mind,

Alone.

Your carelessness,

Mocked the memories we created together,

I watched,

As they turned into ashes.

Wind took them away.

It hurt,

So deeply.

But,

Others see the true me.

The pure and innocent me.

The me that makes mistakes, 

But is willing to do whatever it takes to become a better person.

They love me,

And bring out the best of me.

They support me and make me content,

Through the stormiest days and nights of my life.

They make me laugh,

When I thought it was impossible to smile.

You told me we are over.

But I want you to remember.

If one day,

You want me to leave your life.

I won't say no,

Because I know you have a reason.

If one day,

You say you still love me.

I will tell you,

That I've been waiting for you all this time.

If one day we meet again,

I will stop in my track,

And watch you from afar.

Reviews

[Effie]

You have expressed some intense feelings very well. When we trust a friend and they betray us it is very painful. It is a wise person to know and understand that there may be people in our lives we just need to let go. Another well done write my friend! Keep up the good work.

[sette]

i love the emotions displayed in the poem, the pains have been represented by strong words.

[Fluffyy]

Thank you!!

[sette]

you are most welcome

[Karl Herzog]

I love it! I can almost relate to it except this poem is about platonic relationships. Still, the value of friendship comes across strongly in this. Well written and I love how you finish it!

[Fluffyy]

Thank you so much for reviewing!!!!

[Karl Herzog]

No worries, keep up the good work!