Disappear

Sometimes I wish I could disappear from this Earth.
Where everyone questions my looks and my personality 
Just disappear for a day, Away from the feelings of what I deal with.
My life is a puzzle; I slowly put each piece together as time flys by my face.
I take a deep breath and close my eyes as I imagine myself gone from the world and noting can hurt me now. I open my eyes then I realize that I'm alone...
"Where am I?" I ask myself as I wonder what this place is; It's a dark room with no lights or anything else inside of it. I move my hand but it's nothing but air. I look to my right and my left, Still nothing but darkness and air around me. I hold myself as I lean against the wall and side down sitting with my knees close to my chest. "I guess my dream did come true".
I sit there for seems like minutes but it's more like hours than minutes. I hide my face in my hands and start to cry and sob. "Why did I do this in the first place?" I say to myself and I sob deeply as tears run down my cheeks. "Why can't people just leave me be?" I stand up and turn to face the wall; I make a fist with my hand and punch the wall. Noting happens and all I do is fall to my knees; My knuckles bleed from punching the wall to hard.
I hold my right hand as I continue to cry. "I wish I never left him there alone there on Earth... If only he had came with me to this place of sorrow and nothingness..." I look up; My Mohawk was all over the place and it was covering my face, making it so you couldn't tell I was crying.
My hand keeps bleeding as I stand up and walk away from the wall; I am bare footed not knowing till I realized how warm the ground was under my feet. I continue to walk for hours on end till I come upon a door; it was white with sign on it that said "Those whom been here shall return to thy place they call Earth. Once opened you will return to loved ones and forever live in peace". I stare at the door for a few moments then reach for the handle, Forgetting about my bloody and bruised hand, I grab the hand and pull on it; The door opens as a bright and blinding light shines through it.
I walk through the door and uncover my eyes. "I'm finally back to where I belong". I walk away from the door as it shuts behind me and disappears in seconds. "This is where I belong... No matter what happens here". I smile, turning to my right I see the guy I was missing this whole time I was gone. I run towards him but I sense something is wrong... As I grow closer to him, he disappears in a flash; Everything around my breaks away in front of me as I start to scream. "This can't be happening!!!" I look around as everything fades away. I close my eyes and kneel down covering my ears saying to myself "This is not happening.... This isn't happening...".
I wake up screaming as I find myself in my bed sweating heavily as I look around; I realize it was just a dream all this time and not what it seemed like. "What a relief... It was just a dream after all". I lie back down and stare at the ceiling. I find myself looking into your eyes and just smiling like a goof for thinking that you're acutely here with me; But then I frown and turn away knowing that tomorrow won't come as soon as I thought it was... "I will be with you soon my love... I promise, Even if we are thousands miles apart, I will find a way to be there with you and hold you in my arms again. I promise". I close my eyes and smile as I drift into a deep sleep of happiness and joy, Just knowing that I will be able to hold him in my arms again will make me happy. I love you so and noting with ever change that, Just as long as you're by my side, Nothing will ever tear us apart.