Let me leave

Can i please just be with you?

To take your hand

and see you smile:

I only want to be happy too.

My days have become too dark

and my heart too lonely

for me to be able

to make that of another happy.

I miss your laugh.

I need your touch.

I long for the sound of your voice.

Still unable to fill this void,

growing deeper with each passing second,

i keep hanging from this thread.

Not only does it fray easily

but I've become weary.

How much longer I'm able to hold on:

i don't know.

I miss your laugh.

I need your touch.

I long for the sound of your voice.

Why did you have to leave me?

Why didn't you come back?

It's been almost three years now 

and still everyday i wish it was me.

I also want to leave now.

Never to come back.

My sweet little brother,

Can i please just be with you?