Insecure

I used to be safe,

I used to be strong,

but my insecurities have returned

and who I was is gone.

You were my refuge, 

you were my shelter;

the only one to make me feel safe.

Where did it all go wrong?

How can we make this right?

I'm sick of all the bloody tears,

I'm sick of all the fights!

I crave for the cold blade,

the taste of fresh, warm 

blood.

As the storm wrecks all inside me

and i drown in my own pain,

my shattered soul still walks around

like me

and you can watch as the life drains

from the deep cuts on my wrists

and my dark, twisted eyes:

and then

you watch me go insane...

Reviews

[Peter H]

sometimes when a relationship reaches this point is better to sit down and set an ultimatum its never good for the person who's getting abused to sit down and continuously take this often times it even becomes a form of Stockholm syndrome for them. this is a good write it catches the feeling of insecurity and pain within a relationship crude and vividly its almost like i felt the pain myself .but like i said in these types of relationship is either you fix it or you stop it .