I used to

I used to

A Poem by Flower

Sometimes i wonder what happened to me,
Once a happy being is now a useless one;
A being whose mind just won't let them be,
A being whom, with life, they are very much done.

My nights were once so happy and full of joy,
As I spent time socialising  and having fun;
Now, I worry about avoirdupois,
And I'm concerned about what cannot be undone.

I used to think pain couldn't be this bad,
I did live in much blissful illiteracy;
Now, I can merely hope for the bliss that I had,
I do sometimes regret my great idiocy.

I was once used to being so happy, 
Always contented and so very damn mirthful;
Now, I'm just empty and so damn fearful
Of f*****g up and, towards myself, being hurtful.

I am surrounded by many others, 
So, sometimes, my loneliness I can't comprehend;
Friends would ruther leave, given their druthers; 
I should save them the trouble; my life I shall end.

© 2018 Flower


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Added on August 3, 2018
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Flower
Flower

United Kingdom



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