Maybe

Maybe if I had a beautiful face

I wouldn't be the one who cries,

Maybe if I did as people advise,

People would forget me in that case.

Maybe if I could have a slim body

That I don't have to constantly hide,

Maybe if I had inexorably died,

It would benefit everybody.

Maybe if I didn't cry all the time, 

Or pick at my hands when I get scared,

Maybe if I don't pretend that others cared,

All that would be left is my sad rhymes.

Maybe, just maybe, if I were to die,

If I were to stop burdening you,

Maybe you'll finally find somebody new,

Someone who isn't useless and won't cry.

Maybe..