I tried

You don't understand how much I have tried,

It's not so easy for me to explain,

How many times, all alone, I have cried,

Because i don't know why I feel this pain.

No matter how hard I try, I can't cry,

Crying is seen as a sign of weakness,

People think that I'm incredibly shy,

But I am just trying to hide my bleakness.

What is the point in trying anymore,

If my life's going to be constantly s**t?

What is left for me, I'm not so sure,

Would people care if i just quit?