Aching

Right now I just need to let what I am feeling inside out.

The pain inside feels rather strange,

Yet deep inside the aching grows,

And something inside me is about to blow;

My heart is beating rather wild.

 

The heart inside me is sucking the light,

That used to be protective and rather bright;

I am in a crowd but I don't seem to be able to hide,

Which makes me feel insecure and full of lies.

 

My soul is being forced to shut up in darkness,

But then why do I wait for someone to come?

The questions inside me are spinning up fast.

It is not fair the answers are gone.

 

Please, I beg of you to hurry up,

Before the end comes upon my life;

I am scared that the aching will gain strength,

But will you stop it or just let me be?

 

Now I wait among the shattered glass,

Yet I watch for your arrival to come;

Will you be the one who saves my soul

Or will I be forever alone?

Reviews

[futurepast.]

I can very much relate to it and the feelings expressed are exactly how I feel .. Leaving the past behind, and somehow being stuck in the dark, the sorrow and the solitude, and we expect love out of it .. The loneliness is so much painful when our questions seem to be left wearing around unanswered, and we're left wondering if we will be this lonely forever ... I could very much feel your pain in this written piece, as I am here too, and it is like something I would have expressed in my poems as well. I know it is kinda bad to say this, but it feels comforting to see others who share the same feelings or circumstances as me .. and in the whole, maybe we are not that alone after all .. we are both just wandering and wondering souls waiting for a light to pierce into our quiet worlds ..

[Seshat Nidaba]

You and I, we suffer from the same things.

I ached along side you in this one!

[Eagle Cruagh]

In something else you referred to an ocan of tears.
That places you in the female sex, I think.
If it is a male who cried an ocean of tears, I would
just hope that he is a strong swimmer.
You speak of aching and lonliness. Aching probably
has little to do with lonliness and much to do about
the need to have sex.'
Lonliness is very much of a man`s condition. Men have
to "get over it". Women have to get a new friend.
----- Eagle Cruagh