Winter Spring.

i look outside my window,

i see the flowers blooming,

i hear the birds chirping,

i taste the fresh air of spring.

i look inside my heart,

i see the icesicles thickening on the arteries,

i hear the cracking of the walls that held it together,

i taste the chill of my blood freezing in place.

i walk out my door,

i see the fresh new leaves,

the hope that the new year has brought.

i walk out of my soul,

i see the fresh new pains,

the hopeless of the loss the new year has given.

the world continues on,

Your loss goes unnoticed like the blink of an eye.

i cannot continue on,

Your loss hits me like a train, the pain goes deeper than the memories i cling to.

spring had arrived, starting anew.

winter has not ended, it becomes the newest permanent fixture of the days.