Feels Like

pay backs a b***h isn't it
Hard to get a taste of our own medicine
hard to see what others had to feel

I sit here trying to swallow the latest pill
choking on the reality of it all
forever after seems so far off now

Feels like I'm slowly dying inside
I am left feeling cut off
from a world I once felt so free in

I try to struggle against the truth
while it slowly swallows me whole
feels like my heart has been cut out

I am standing still 
holding our future here with me
While you slowly move forward without me

pay backs a b***h isn't it
Hard to get a taste of our own medicine
hard to see what others had to feel