Letting Go

this was at a time when i was dealing with bad insomnia. it comes and goes now a days

I can hear your words
yet they tumble through my head in mumbles
I will my ears to listen to you
yet I don't even have the strength 
for this the simplest thing
months of little to no sleep
All the pressure laid on my shoulders 
now bears down on me
weighing me down like 
boulders attached to my wrists
dragging me down deeper