The eternal Sleep

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Here it comes again
attacking me from all sides
No escape and no end in sight
everything in me screams to run
yet I don't, I stay and stand my ground
There is no sense though the doubt 
all the hurtful feelings its already there
brought on by my own stupidity
and my own harsh words
anger and mistrust greets me with every word
beating me down until I cant see straight
the path in front of me waivers with every blow
Harsh reality sneaks up biting me on the a*s
knocking me to the ground
I stumble to get up, trying to catch my breath
then think better of it, 
while I lay my tired head on the cold ground
As I beg for eternal sleep to take me