Can't Let Go

So many years ago
yet I am unable to let go
You have left a stain on my skin
I cant seem to scrub off
Hard as I try these scars
you left me still bleed
You have bound me to secrecy
through my shame
Taped my mouth shut with fear
Tied my hands and given me
a razor and a reason
So many years ago
yet you still have a sick hold on me
My sanity creeps in and out
I find comfort in the razors edge
as i try to rid myself of
the filth you left on me
so many years ago yet 
yet I am unable to let go