I told myself

I told myself I didn't love you anymore.

But I knew it was a lie.

I told myself I could live without you.

But I knew I was wrong.

Whatever I held from you,

I couldn't let you know.

I couldn't even tell you,

that I never let you go.

I just locked my feelings away.

I buried my burdens in the darkness.

My heart suffered the worst.

This picture was black and white.

My emotions shot through like a bullet in my chest.

I tried to run far away.

I let myself go first.

I ran and I ran, telling myself that I didn't care.

I walked along the shore telling myself it wasn't fair.

I had a broken heart.

And you ended up with better.

It was the price I paid for breaking your heart.

When you moved on, I felt alone.

Now I was just a wound for you to remember like a scar.

I told myself it'd be fine.

But that was the worst lie I have ever told myself besides the first.

Reviews

[Talesha]

Amazingggg.I swear I felt like this for so many years.So much raw emotion!I love it.Continue the great work.

[Andrea]

Yes and sometimes it never fades!! No matter what! And thanks hun :) Glad you loved it

[Talesha]

Sad but true and no prob at all :)