Refresh

The mystery of your mind is intoxicating,

The urge I have to look through your eyes,

As telescopes to your suffering, to your confusion,

It's addicting.

You know better than anyone,

That this is the thing,

I want more than anything.

More than being entitled,

More than proving the world wrong.

I want to stay by your side,

Until time itself runs out.

But the clock is ticking.

Slower and slower each time...

For I have taken it upon myself, 

To ask for something that, 

That couldn't be given,

To yearn for something, 

That could never be mine,

To chase after something,

That I could never reach.

I am losing all hope.

The battle is uphill,

For I am the only soldier,

Fighting a millennium,

For I am the only soldier,

Limping onward,

Not expecting to last much longer.

We are but fingertips away,

But we cannot embrace.

I beg you to remind me,

Why I fed from that touch.

I beg you to remind me,

Why I stayed by your side.

I beg you to save me,

From this horrible doubt.

I beg you to save me,

From this temptation to quit.

One last request.

Just to seal our fate.

I beg you to make me,

Fall...

For you yet again...

Author's Note

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