Here I am x

A Poem by Phoebe

Just a sad vibe I had. Not that good I know. but i hope you like it xx

Here I am, like a cloud, crying somewhere, waiting to burst and explode

I can feel that the sorrow inside of me cannot be held in anymore, I have to let it out, in order for me to feel free once again.

Do you know what it feels like to carry a heavy burden on your shoulders and as you travel on the burden gets Heavier and heavier? and do you know what it’s like to feel a certain feeling of despair lurking behind you every time, you try to search for joy and harmony?

Whenever it thunders, does a shiver pierce up through your nerves? and does it remind you of all the times you have felt a twinge of hurt and pain combined with your regrets that will last a lifetime?

But what is a cloud if once in a while it doesn’t burst and cry its heart out?

The rain drops…A disheartened silhouette of my tears form. Tears are like drops of satisfaction and joy for the people, who make my life miserable, it makes them all dance, to listen to the sound of my crying tunes.

Even though each of them is going through their own taste of pain. My tears and my unhappiness are the reason behind all of their dances and smiles.

I cannot stop myself from bursting and I don't even want to. but now I do realize that I can be strong enough to face the thunder straight on and turn it into sunshine, however I am forever waiting the day when a ray of sunshine beams and lightens my dull nights.