To be tall, redheaded, and gorgeous.

It's hard to wish you weren't yourself.

To be tall, redheaded, and gorgeous.

To be helpless, confused, and always a phone call away.
To be spontaneous, selfish, and desperate.
To be quirky, thoughtless, and rude.
To be caring sometimes, and cruel others.
To want, to need, to get attention.
To be dramatic and dreamy.
To always be wanted.
To do anything I want and always get by.
To shuffle my priorities.
To be inconsistent and demanding.
To be straightforward and four years older.
To be on my own, even though I'm barely capable.
To need you and be needed.
To remind you of me every time you're in your room, all the time.
To be important, persistent, and draining.
To be powerful and greedy.
To win your heart, and keep part of it.
To be insulting, and easily forgiven.
To be irresponsible.
To be part of your light.
To teach you a lesson.
To be unforgettable.
To be a b***h.


To be redheaded, tall, and gorgeous...
is all I need to do to ensure you'll always be around.

It's not that I always feel this way, but pushing it out of my mind is the only way to get over it.
Forgive me.
Forgive yourself.

Author's Note

My thought vomit in poetry form.
I can dig it.
Can you?

Reviews

[Fearful.]

Okay, I don't know how to work this yet...Thanks, though.
You supported me creating this and I thought it was for expression, not to show you're better.
Thanks for the tips.

[NightsShade]

I'm not up for posted two reviews in one thing, and most people find it improper to review on your own poem... But you wrote 'R-E-H-E-A-D-E-D' in the title. And I assume you meant 'R-E-D-H-E-A-D-E-D'. You missed a 'D' there if you still can't see it. This wasn't about grammar at all, it was about spelling. And whether you are for grammar or not, it is still advised that you capitalize the title.

[A.M. Everlasting]

Ha, thought vomit. But I actually completely understand what it's like to not want to be yourself. To want to be totally and completely a different person, especially if it's for someone else. I wonder if people will ever learn to love themselves for who they are? If I figure out how, I'll be sure to let the rest of the world know.. Great "thought vomit". lol.

[Scarlett Willows]

its ohkay me bridget and her had asmack down. :3

[Christine]

I dig it. Especially if you are calling it thought vomit. [= It was well written and really displayed your point of view, if you were her. The only part that really confuses me is the four years old, maybe, act like a four year old?