Heavier Than Heaven, Lonelier Than God

Too much school but I found time to do this one so here you guys go it's freeverse.

It's not the cold making me feel hell

It's my dreams keeping me from sleeping

It's too late to give me back my faith

My savior I have lost touch forever

The holy book's pages worn out with sin

I'm sorry for chasing your words so carelessly

I looked for salvation in your lines of wisdom

Only to remind my grieving heart of suffering

Jesus tell me why I stopped believing?

Tell me why your tests are needed?

When the time comes will I see your mercy?

Or will I fade with the other faithless beings?

Will my dearly loved one's plea save me?

Can I stay in their grieving hearts to keep from weeping?

If you are love then you would understand my thinking

What it truly means to value others I rather save

If I wake from my blind sight will I be saved?

If I pass before I'm saved will you let me be free?

Author's Note

The title of the work is referencing a hardcore band that I enjoyed a lot.

Reviews

[Kenneth The Poet]

A heavy write for sure.

[Kiari Sabon]

nice write