We were sitting still.
She asked me how long I thought it would take before we got there.
I asked her where she meant. She said nowhere.
I said, no time at all.
In fact, I said. We’re already headed there, fast.
In fact, I added. This time earning a weird look from her. We’re already there.
When nowhere up heaved on us, all of it’s nothingness
We sat still, doing nothing.
This is what I feels like, she said.
I said, you’re suppose to say nothing.
Nothing, she said.
Nothing at all, I told her.
And we were silent.
And I knew that the others misunderstood.
Because who could grasp the concept
Of leaving should, and could, and would
For a place where you can’t tell the ground from the sky
And there is no higher being of whom to ask
All the who’s and why’s and what’s.
Those are gone, inexistent, as are your cars and phones
And the moans and the groans of the sick and the old
And the lies and the cries, and the dirt and the mold
And the color, the black, the silver and gold
Left with white, a solemn plight we won’t journey alone.
Because nothing is everything when everything’s gone
And the words used to fill space are unimportant tonight.
She said how long till we get there
I said don’t waste your time.
Questions are needless, just bathe in the light.
She said who will meet us here
I said no one. And everyone.
Now quiet. Just quiet.
She whispered, “I’m lonely. I’m aching for touch.
For war and for sickness. For hate and for love.
For fights and for arguments that end in a kiss.
For disease, and the men that cure them, for lust and for leave.
This isn’t right. There’s nothing here. There’s no one in nowhere
We don’t belong here. It’s time to go. We cannot stay. I’d planned to
Use my mind someday.”
She said how did we end up here.
I said by doing nothing.
She said how do we get back.
So I said nothing.
She asked me how long I thought it would take before we got there.
I asked her where she meant. She said away.
I said, no time at all.
In fact, I said. We’re already headed there, fast.
In fact, I added. This time earning a weird look from her. We’re already there.