Pain

I said I'm fine when I was hurt,

I tamed my heart when it was burning.

When I said that, 'I'm there for you' I meant it

You said you need me, but didn't mean that s**t. 

And when I was in love with you, 

You didn't know how much I cared for you. 

Most of the time you controlled my emotions 

Made me feel like I am trapped in an ocean.

I miss the old me and the way I used to be, 

Just go away so once again I can be free. 

You took me for granted 

"To push me away" you planned it.

I wanted to be with you, smile with you, cry with you, die with you.

But you chose another guy

And I hesitate to say goodbye 

I was an idiot to go after you 

'Hey you crazy' said half of the crew 

You still screwed me up, 

Oh! but now there's nothing new 

And I don't know how but I'll get you out of my life, 

Enough of the sweet stabbing ,

'Oh! my god did my back hurt your knife' 

Even after tearing me apart you faked your words that you cared for me, 

You broke me down and now I'm shattered, 

Does it matter?

Yes it does, yesterday I red a quote, it said 

"They always come back specially when you moved on" 

And yet I ain't found a person who proved it wrong. 

Now just go away and make your guy happy 

Don't break him too like you did to me and make his heart all scrappy. 

You don't know what it's like to be me

Don't you ever try to feel how it's like to be

Not everyone is brave enough to face this s**t and let you free. 

I guess you heard my words,

Just know this, don't you ever turn back to me.

I'm broken and you don't know what it's like to be. 

I'm hurt treated like dirt,

I know I'm lonely now but one day I'll own this desert.

Reviews

[Pragati Chaudhary]

Ufffff your words took me to another place on a lonely road where you saw her with another guy and wrote this Piece.
"Oh! my god did my back hurt your knife'" This is insaneeeeeee.
Loved every piece of it.
Loved it.

[LazerRays]

I know I'm commenting for the third time but this poem still remain my favorite even to this day. I still like to look back and reread it. Thanks again for putting this poem on here :)

[~Sarah~ Idríel T..]

A strong poem, and still, the pain lingers there.

[LazerRays]

Ok, I have to comment again because I reread this alot. I cry everytime. This poem describes my feelings. :( I love this.

[Farhan Shaikh]

Thanks so much for that...

[LazerRays]

No problem. Great poem

[LazerRays]

And is that Severus snape I see?

[LazerRays]

Ah a poem about lily Evans :) a Harry potter fan like me?

[Farhan Shaikh]

I'm a potterhead yes! But it's not really on Lily evans

[LazerRays]

Oh. Itbwould make a rear poem for that :)

[LazerRays]

i love this poem. it made me cry because its so true for me

[Meshalini]

I just love it. Very well expressed your pain...
Good job!

[Rassoul]

This is such. an. amazing. piece. of. writing.

I love it so much and I relate to it, it made my heart melt.

Keep writing, please.
Waiting for more pieces like this.

[lessa (kenzie)]

Wow! I really like your style. This is so full of emotions, so well expressed as well

[Farhan Shaikh]

Thank you😄

[Suhd]

This is really Good Farhan. Bravo

[heartspeaks]

What an amazing piece.... Powerful lines and the best part was... There is complete flow of emotion from the very first line till the last. It didn't break.. keep it up.. and

You don't know what it's like to be me
Don't you ever try to feel how it's like to be

Enough of the sweet stabbing ,
'Oh! my god did my back hurt your knife'

Oh my my!!!! Wonderful lines.. You really inspire me all the time... The way your writing has improved from the start till now... Congratulations ... Keep it up... All the best