I loved her

I loved her,
She was the second to my minutes,
But when the snow fell,
She was gone,
Hatred spewed,
All is gone,
Blessings gone,
I lost it,
Blood flowed out of the floor,
My hands covered,
Lights flashed,
My hands bare,
Her heart throbbing,
As she closed her eyes,
Crying ,not for me but the life she lost
The snow stopped,
I have decided to start anew,
Lights flashed,
Wind blows,
Eyes closed,
The snow melts.....