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It was the first time I saw it,
Clearer than love,
At the same time it was clouded,
It had no color,
But at the same time it shined,
What was it ?
I'm not sure myself,
But one thing I knew for sure was that I'll never leave it,
It was more captivating than the night,
More addicting than sleep,
It was at the same frightening,
I followed it even if it was more dangerous than lies,
I also knew I will die looking at it,
But still I did not know what it was,
It showed no feelings,
Yet it was my best friend..
It cared for no one ,
Yet it watched over me like a mother,
I never knew that it'll also be the last time I see it,
It was more threatening than friendship,
It's ending even more vile ,
It never letted go ,even when I was begging and praying....
Yet I stilled loved it,
It was sweeter than your first love...
The end ... I stopped seeing it after our first fated meeting,
But I will never forget....
The way it stabbed me in the most gentle way possible.