I Call You Out

I call you out..

Will you be silent?

Or will you slash me in my deepest thoughts and fears..

Will this scar me more than I already am?

You’re like a b***h from a b*****d sea..

Honest to god..

I know that someday you’re going to break me down..

Yet you already have..

But you don’t know how I feel..

Even though I’ve told you a thousand times..

I love you..

But never will you see the darkness brewing in my heart..

I love unconditionally..

That’s what gets me hurt..

All the time..

I’m so lost in these thoughts..

In all these lies..

I don’t know you anymore..

And I still contemplate if I’ve ever known you..

But I guess I’ll never find out..

But I cannot..

Neither end this..

Or fall from your grace..

This hero can’t rise till he lies in the glamour and grace of his eternal corpse bride..

All he needs is suffering apparently..

Death and destruction for all of us..

Apparently..

So just lay me in my cold grave..

I still believe in nothing though..

There’s nothing I can relate to anymore..

So I guess..

I’m still just A Fallen Hero to you..

And as I hail king scum..

I will bow to no one..

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

No weakness in this poem. Honest and direct words. Hard to find the place you started after you torn down the path to return. I have done bad things in my time. I have been forgiven for most. Some deeds are hard to forget. Last lines are the stand of a man with a wall of protection and no escape. Better to beg for forgiveness and walk away then swim in regret. A strong ending to a excellent poem.
Coyote