Without Her

My back carries the weight of a swarm larger than life..

It carries love..

It carries hate..

It carries my sanity, my tremendously fucked up life..

But a war rages in my head..

Should I choose her and die?

Or should I choose myself and die?

In that case..

I’ll be with her till the end..

She’s my all..

The possession of a demonic wraith carrying my mind..

That’s my possession of obsession..

I’m disillusioned you’ve got that much right..

But I’m not so fucked..

I’ve stood up just to fall down..

And I Still stand from her..

So this must be right..

Everything I know is her..

Everything I need is her..

She’s my all..

I have nothing..

No more..

No less..

Don’t say I do..

Because my life is numb without her..My back carries the weight of a swarm larger than life..

It carries love..

It carries hate..

It carries my sanity, my tremendously fucked up life..

But a war rages in my head..

Should I choose her and die?

Or should I choose myself and die?

In that case..

I’ll be with her till the end..

She’s my all..

The possession of a demonic wraith carrying my mind..

That’s my possession of obsession..

I’m disillusioned you’ve got that much right..

But I’m not so fucked..

I’ve stood up just to fall down..

And I Still stand from her..

So this must be right..

Everything I know is her..

Everything I need is her..

She’s my all..

I have nothing..

No more..

No less..

Don’t say I do..

Because my life is numb without her..

Reviews

[sarah]

This is full of passion and great expression great write!

[A Risen Heroine.]

I like this poem a lot..
"But a war rages in my head..
Should I choose her and die?
Or should I choose myself and die?
In that case..
I’ll be with her till the end..
She’s my all.."

Love these lines..

~A Fallen Heroine~

[Dayran]

Growing up means facing up to issues. You can make the difference for those who come after you.

[Coyote Poetry]

Some people can get under our skin. There memory will stay with us forever. Sometime hard to separate need from want. I like the lines.
"I have nothing..
No more..
No less..
Don’t say I do..
Because my life is numb without her.."
Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote