Explanatory Reasons

It grabs a hold of you..

It makes you feel like you’re happy..

When really no one’s happy..

The emotion of happiness is a false thing in this world..

Just like the gods I don’t believe in..

No offence..

But it’s okay to believe such a childish thing..

But see it from my perspective..

So much s**t that’s been happening to me..

You stop believing..

You stop caring..

Because..

Why should you care?

When no one really cares for you..

You look around in this piece of s**t world..

And see the “Happy families”..

As I said..

No one is f*****g happy..

It’s all the torment of a g-d that nobody truly believes in..

You let it slide…

But you take it..

Again and again and again etc..

They all stand on top of your semi dead body and scream “TAKE IT B***H” whilst pissing in your holes..

All of them..

Then you look for an easy way out..

But don’t take it..

The Druggie way out..

I took it..

It’s just like..

I’m writing this just because..          

1.             1.        I have no friends left..

2.            2.       So I can read back and see what did the day before..

3.            3.       So that if I die, at least there’s a little suicide note of my life..

I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.  I want to die. I want to die.

My eyes have turned blue..

My mouth has gone dry..

Now I’m going to die!

Author's Note

Honest opinion and no offence...

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the poem. The directness and honest words are strong in the description. I like the way you wrote the series of poem. I like the repetition. Made the poem have reason and purpose. Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote