Cyanide And Unwilling Happiness

Time flies by..

The sun goes down..

The rest of my weary head is needed..

I just can’t see the end of this..

One minute I’m happy..

In love..

Next..

I’m broken..

Sick..

It’s like the perfect dosage of cyanide and unwilling happiness..

The words keeps echoing in my head..

“Leave, just go, you’re not supposed to be here right now. So please f**k off.”

I’m not sure why it’s those words..

No one ever spoke them..

Except for Jared..

Jared Nyox Bastion Miller..

A Fallen Hero..

The real fallen hero..

Nothing is sacred..

Nothing is real..

Nothing is real because no one believes in it..

Nothing is eternal..

I don’t want to go anywhere..

I just want to sit with my mind here..

Take a stand or drop dead..

That’s what I need to decide..

Once you’ve been in the hospital..

Nothing really matters..

Not when the reason was a suicide attempt..

It’s like I don’t care about anything..

But still I care about a lot of things..

The Heroine..

I cared about her..

More like, I had a crazed obsession with her..

It’s just like the perfect dosage of cyanide and unwilling happiness..

We’re all alone..

Every one of us..

We are never alone..

We are always alone..

And It’s still just A Fallen Hero to you

Author's Note

Honest Opinion

Reviews

[Miss Coral]

Raw emotion, obviously, but the ellipses make it comes across as hesitant. Pack the power into the punch and HIT US. We need this project at us properly, right now I'm just kind of like "Ow, that hurt to write" but don't think about the experience. Don't tell us what happened, show us how it affected you and how it felt and we'll be able to relate that way. Don't shy away from figurative language, either; it's your friend, I promise.

Overall, nice emotion, but I think that the execution could be stronger.

[OT]

a powerful and poignant piece - the shades of anger and angst - the questioning - that most sombre of ideas - "we're all alone" - a painful - though personal read - confessionalism in its most pure sense - a strong write for sure!

[FaithfullyJennyBear]

You have used a great variety of words, and imagery, I would say I really amazing poem,
good write.

Yours Faithfully,
Jenny x

[A Risen Heroine.]

This poem left be speechles... I don't know what to say..

~A Fallen Heroine~

[Coyote Poetry]

A very good mix of words. "cyanide and unwilling happiness." I like the flow and the story in the poem. I like the purpose and reason for the poem.
"We’re all alone..
Every one of us..
We are never alone..
We are always alone.."
Thank you for the excellent poem.
Coyote