A Conversation Between Myself and A Fallen Hero

Gone...

Like I’m pushed off a cliff..

Like I’ve been caught in a rift…

I want to die..

I can say it and not tell a lie..

“When everything’s meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am”

Spare me of the lies..

It’s not a surprise..

Everything I f*****g hear feels like I’m being lied to..

Oh yeah..

A Fallen Hero’s back f**s..

All these unapologetic f***s..

Why won’t they just go to hell..

F**K YOU!!!

That’s what I like!

How come nobody f*****g gets that?

Yeah..

Palle (my lighter side) is f*****g squishy..

So f*****g imperfect…

Not like me..

I’m definitely not perfect..

I’m just strong..

I’m smart..

I’m f*****g amazing..

I’m the reason his Heroine’s still here..

When he’s f*****g weak and puny..

I take the f**k over..

I’m his backup plan..

How come no one knows this?

The dark side feeding in me..

The Fallen Hero takes over..

I hate him now..

I’m proud of him..

But he can’t see the sides of life..

Not the same as me..

It’s not easy being a twisted freak…

He’s living on the edge..

Drugs, alcohol and everything bad..

Him..

I hate myself…

Nonetheless he’s saved me..

A lot of times..

Saved me from killing myself..

Made me see that I couldn’t fall to the dark depths of my complex mind..

Yet I’m such a puny f**k…

Oh god..

Palle wishes to admire me..

He does..

But not in the way that I want him to..

I took over that’s for sure..

F*****g b***h couldn’t handle himself..

His weak mind couldn’t stand the pain after Her..

I feel it yeah..

But not that much..

To him it’s like a knife to the heart..

To me it’s like being bit by some sick s**t..

Not that bad really..

I do admire him for his courage though…

I just don’t f*****g get it..

He can express love with his whole heart…

How?

I don’t know how..

I just can…

That’s why I get hurt..

Because I love that much..

But you wouldn’t understand..

You never felt anything..

Maybe except when I died…

That must’ve been hard..

Die..

Die..

Die..

Die..

Kill me then..

It’ still A Fallen Hero To you

Author's Note

Honest Opinion

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

The poem took me on a wild journey. Hard to find peace and calm in madness sometime. I learn many years ago. Must make the person in the mirror happy. No weakness in the poem. A epic rant of life and the journey. Thank you for the excellent poem.
Coyote

[A Risen Heroine.]

Babe... you can talk to me about everything... you know that..
Great write... thanks for sharing..

~A Fallen Heroine~