In Eternity We'll Crumble

Dedication and idea creds to A Fallen Heroine.. Go check her out.. She's awesome and she's mine :)

It will never be the same.. All of this fills me up like something new.. A new start.. Or maybe the beginning of the end.. I would not be surprised.. If I had no chance of surviving.. I wish that I was a song.. Then my soul wouldn’t die.. My supervised self defeat.. Destroying my chance to slay my distorted visions.. And just then I fall asleep.. 

I lie next to Her.. Again.. As if I can’t be destroyed.. She stares at me.. Her eyes burn so deep into my soul.. I scream for her to stop.. But my mouth doesn’t say anything.. No words for her.. I just lie there.. “I love you” she says.. “I love you too” I hear myself say.. And her anxiety strikes.. Her body shaking so bad.. A Fallen Hero watches and lets her die.. Is that because I’ve moved on? Or is it because I hate her now?

Setting change

A winter day.. Blue and I on a walk.. We talk about everything and nothing.. “So how are you?” He asks “Well I’m bad..” I reply with a shivering voice.. “What’s wrong?” He asks “Well I still see Her every f*****g day, It’s to much to bear.. I constantly take on more and more of the guilt she gave me.. I feel like she was f*****g right.. You know?” I answer.. My voice cracks and tears start running down my face.. “I f*****g need her.. She was my pillar of trust” I almost scream.. Blue looks at me “Dude you’ve changed.. You’ve changed so much.. I can’t recognize you after Her” Blue sheds a tear “Why did you change? I can’t take seeing you like this..” “Don’t say that.. I haven’t changed.. I just know what to fear know.. I f*****g hate this.. There’s no love left in me.. My heart has been shattered and molded into a sphere of hate..” I reply.. Blue looks at me.. “Dude.. You don’t have a sphere of hate.. You don’t own a drop of malice or cruelty.. Dude you’re perfect..” I look at him “No I’m not..” And I leave.. 

Setting changes again..

I wake up in a hospital bed.. I look around “Where the f**k am I?” I hear doctors talking outside the door.. The door opens and a doctor steps in.. “Hello I’m doctor Stephen Manning..” “Hi?” I say.. “So what am I here for?” I ask “Well, your friend found you half dead on the bathroom floor of your apartment..” I look at my wrist.. Nothing.. “No you didn’t try cutting your wrists.. You tried to O.D on the sleeping medication Dr. Collens gave you..” “Did I?” “That’s what the test we ran on you told us.. We also found your psychological case file.. You’re suffering from extreme depressive behavior.. And that your mother is manic depressive? Is that true?” “Yeah..” The doctor looks at me and says “You’re fucked..” 

Setting changes for the third time..

Nothing? There is nothing here.. No story to be told? I’m running around in a corn field.. I can see a house over the yellow corn plants.. I go to the house and start to knock on the door.. No one answers.. I enter.. Not knowing what awaits me.. A scent comes to my nose.. A scent of blood.. The sick iron like taste hits my tongue.. As I realize that I’m the one bleeding.. The blood stains my clothes.. I run to the nearest room.. I corpse is lying on the floor.. I think “F**k” As I see myself dead on the floor.. I panic.. I have no chance of surviving so I sit down next to my corpse.. I say out loud “My Fallen Heroine, where art thou.. I want you here right now..” I die on the floor.. 

Setting dies out..

I wake up.. I’m scared half to death.. I look over at My Fallen Heroine.. I know everything will be alright.. She says to me “Are you okay babe?” I look at Her.. “Now I am babe” She smiles.. With that tender smile the spark I have for her.. It gets even hotter.. It ignites into a raging fire.. It burns so cold.. It’s true love.. And even though I struggled for her heart.. I won it.. No I didn’t.. She practically gave it to me.. And I’ve put it in a glass box.. So I can look at it every single day.. Because I love her.. That smile on her face.. Makes me want to cry.. Because she’s so beautiful for me.. To make a quote about our love.. “If your 555, I’m 666” Slipknot.. The Heretic Anthem.. I love her so much.. I wish to god I would’ve stayed with her at least for another day.. I never knew that I could miss somebody so much.. But the connection was made.. A Fallen Hero and A Fallen Heroine.. Together, lost in eternity.. As both our body’s starts to perish.. We will kiss.. And I’ll tell you that I love you forever.. My Fallen Heroine.. Oh how I like that.. It’s really bringing me up.. Just saying that.. But as our lips touch.. A thousand evil’s will try to harm us.. None will succeed.. Because I.. Your Fallen Hero.. Will protect you from all the hurt in the world.. In Eternity we will crumble.. I love you.. My Fallen Heroine..

Author's Note

Another chapter filled to the brim with nightmares.. I try to describe as best as I can.. So what do you think of the descriptive things? And of course the last part's for my girlfriend A Fallen Heroine :) So you bastards actually were right from the get go... Well anyway.. dedication and creds for idea A Fallen Heroine.. If you don't know her you should check her out.. Because she's a fairly decent writer :)

Bye :P

A Fallen Hero aka Her Fallen Hero

Reviews

[A Risen Heroine.]

It's quiet fun to read your last part, knowing your evils tore us apart years ago. :-) Still some great s**t to read. Keep it comming, Palle. :)

[Coyote Poetry]

A very good chapter. I have been saved by many. Those Fallen Heroine appear out of no where. I have saved a few Fallen Heroine in my time. Like is a fair trip. Sometime we win and sometime we lose. A great story and ending in this chapter.
Coyote

[Sharkapillar]

You promised you wouldn't hurt me.

[Brad]

the descripts were done very well, having swam in that nightmarish sea myself, i could connect to that desperation immediately. some may never understand, bro, some live it too much...but i look at pain as something beautiful now...a perfect muse, a perfect well of black water to paint the next portrait

[A Risen Heroine.]

The descriptive words is really good, I love it :)

Aww babe
you dedicated a part of your chapter to me, thanks :)
I miss you too, I'd never thought it was possible to miss someone so much...
I love you even more babe :)

~A Fallen Heroine AKA His Fallen Heroine~