All I Knew

Went back through my old notebooks and i found this. An old song originally ment for my old band LaVey but now we're playing it in Distorted Memories. my new band

I felt so betrayed

I isolated myself

You said you loved me

I believed you

Couldn’t you see

You were my weakness

My love, my everything

I thought we be together forever

You promised me

You wouldn’t ever leave

When you came my darkness came to an end

You left and now it’s my only friend

I guess I disappointed you?

I have to see this through

When I’m alone I cry 

When I’m not I feel like I’m gonna die

Into this abyss of grief

You are the heart thief

I still can’t feel

Even though it’s almost too real

I know we’re through 

But I hope It’s not true

All of this 

I’m only gonna regret

That I said those three words

I Love You

Now I f*****g hate you

Makes me regret it all now again

All because

You swore you loved me

And when I finish bleeding

I hope you can see

The pain you gave me

All there’s left

Is to say goodbye

To those whom I still love

Everyone tell her

I Took It

My life

Just f*****g tell her

I still love you all

But she drove me to this

So f*****g long

Hope I won’t see her again

A Fallen Hero - All I Knew 

Written in the summer of 2010

Dedication 

Sara Juvonen

Author's Note

Honest oppinion

Reviews

[E.H. Monroe]

The battle of hate/love that hits the hardest when emotions run on high.
The song must shred with power or the lyrics fall short.
Burying a chick and a memory is tough, it usually burries you first.

I feel your flow

[*skittlez*]

i really like it

[Drako]

a lot of resentment is clear in this one. fresh off a break up, this is a feeling most if not all of us go through. its certainly a conflict, you love the person, but you hate them for leaving

[Coyote Poetry]

A lot of anger and disappointment in the poem. Better to write on paper. Help release some of the pain. A interesting poem.
Coyote

[+Naomi+]

I liked it, to tell the truth, it would make a great song