Just a Note

I wrote this on a piece of paper today, it's nothing special just my thoughts...

I can’t tell you

How I love you

You don’t want me anymore 

I keep dreaming

Dreaming of your face

But with colors beyond

Your wildest imagination

I see your heart

Even though you broke mine

I see now that I can’t tell you

You won

In this endless game of 

Imaginary fools and liars

You won

You beat me alas I still love you

With everything I have left

I know that a poem can’t stop it

But I now that I can

I look to the sky again

Wanting my f*****g strength back

The strength that kept me from breaking down

The strength that blinds sorrow 

And guides me

Guides me out of this fear and anxiety

I want to feel that burning 

When I see you

I feel emotionless again

I cant keep using these facades

When you know how much I loved you

I thought I was over you

But I guess I’m not

That’s what kills me

I am not over you

I want it to stop

I want you to be happy

F**k

I would give you my happiness

If there were any left

You helped me stop doing all the s**t 

I did once

I was happy with you

Your lips

God I miss them

I hope you know that if I ever got a another shot

I would kiss them just once more

And the heat of your body

On top of mine

When you were lying on top me kissing me

I miss it

I don’t know why

I miss you a lot

I finally understand what made me love you

I was sick

It must have been horrible just trying

Trying to keep me happy

With your disease

Well all I wanted to say is that I can’t stop 

Can’t stop loving you

Jette Moesgaard

I still love you

Author's Note

Honest Oppinion

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A beautiful poem of love. Even with the loss. I could feel the deep emotion. I know you don't want to hear these words. In the end you will look back and be thankful for her in your life. Few people are allow into our mind and soul. A very good poem. I have a few hundred similar to this one locked away. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[Drako]

this is slightly less dark than the others i've reviewed for you today. count yourself lucky that you have known love, and in time, if it's meant to be, it will be. as you get older, you realize that the person you're meant to be with is the person not only your heart but your soul cries out for. in time, you will see if this person is that one special person, or if she is just a seasonal person meant to teach you valuable lessons to prepare you for that soulmate.

[Red Brick Keshner]

It could go two ways, each opposite of the other... specially since her name is mentioned in the poem. Quite moving. What is important is that you got the poem out in the open.

[vido.]

this is honestly beautiful and really heart felt. i cannot say i don't know the feeling. very recently actually. what we spill into poems, we hope by some miracle will have an affect on reality, when really all it does is vent the pain. why life just can't be beautiful like in the poems we write.

[Frank F. Atanacio]

true emotions-- so yeah I like it!!!

[Kelsie Eileen Stark]

Awwwwwww....this is very sweet- I'm sure she'll love you! Your heart is very dear- and sweet. Great job.