Even Though It Seems So Unreal

Just random thoughts i've been having all day

Darkness clouds my mind

Serenity is what I want and need

Even though It seems so unreal

Anxiety startles me

I need it to f**k off

Even though it seems so unreal

Depression keeps me going

It’s what needs to be removed

Even though it seems so unreal

Desperation leaves me blinded

I don’t want this damned thing anymore

Even though it seems so unreal

I am just a kid so why am I so

So f*****g sick, I wanna tear it out

Even though it seems so unreal

This gets to me, considering to do it

Still wanting to do it in front of Her

That b***h

I see now that I can’t just do it

I would hurt the new girl

I am not as blinded by my new girl as I was with Her

But I am still afraid

So disappointment is closer than ever

And the hatred She made me feel

Makes me wanna kill Her

Even though it seems so unreal

Author's Note

Honest Oppinion

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Anger is a powerful emotion. My father killed people in anger. Thanks to his life. Taught me to control my temper. No-one wins when you lose your temper and say words you can't take back. A powerful poem. You are on the right road. Treat people with kindness and allow the s**t to become dust in the wind. A very good poem.
Coyote

[Drako]

well, nice to see you've apparently moved on. had to read a couple of times to get the title. still, i'm as drawn in as ever. i look forward to reading more from you

[So Sick of Love]

It was really and deep. I felt your emotions.