Dear Sorrow And Agony...

In hatred you find clarity

For those of us who has the courage

To stand up against our fears

I wish I was one of them

I still feel like I’m lost

Lost in these dark caverns 

in the back of my mind

The hate I feel growing

The mission not only to abort

But to love whilst doing so

I am still thorn in between dying

Or living in total mourning

I am imagining death as a rose

Imagining life as a b***h

Still I feel a shitload of numbness in my body

Feel it beating to be ripped straight from my heart

I am eager to see her

But when I see her I feel nausea

My mind stops me from proceeding

This might seem like bullshit

But everything that I feel is true

Even though my feelings seems to run wild 

I wanna go die to say the least

Or that might be to much for the younger readers

Yes I am in a shitload of pain

My agony seems to come closer and closer

I am here to stay I guess

This letter will be addressed to my dear sorrow and my f*****g agony

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[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I'm sorry...that is really sad...I know how you feel though...I really do...don't give up..thanks for sharing. :)