Belong To Who?

I don't know anymore

This is my world

I thought i lived in a dream

until i met this girl

Her name was Jette

her eyes stunned me

I fell in love

we became a couple

She had a disease 

that disease is called

panic anxiety

those two words still echo through 

the silent halls of my heart

We went to a hospital 

she was having an anxiety attack

i was by her side for fourtyeight hours

i slept two hours 

which means i was fully awake

fourtysic out of those fourtyeight hours

but the doctors told us that she had

Panic Anxiety

i wanted to stay by her side all the time

until a thursday

The day my world crumbled

I was with her every single hour that day

from 8:03 am to 1:35 am

well she got an anxiety attack

i called the ambulance

the people arrived and i called her mother

her mother said i did the right thing

my mother just said "f**k off you little asswipe" 

my mother hates me

but Jette Moesgaard died in my arms that night

or she does in my nightmares

Anette, Jettes mother, came

i went to her crying

"do you think me and Jette should split"

"I don't know Palle, But you have some sort of healing effect on her"

she took Jette Home

I was laying on the couch downstairs for the rest of the night

When my grandmother woke up she told me to go lie in her bed

i fell asleep

i woke up at 11:03 am

when my grandmother woke me up

someone was there to see me

Jette came into the room

i went to her and hugged her

tried to kiss her and she put her head down

"im breaking up" was what i can remember

and i faintly remember the last burning kiss

she gave me in the doorway

Reviews

[Sharkapillar]

The last two lines are amazing.
*hugs* It'll be okay.