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The story of how one of my best friends killed herself

I was out with my friends one evening

Cliaz, Pongo, Daniel, Kenny and Jesper

We had been at the lake for a couple of hours

Then it became evening and we took a walk

A long walk

I was foolishly in love with pongo at that time

So everyone thought this was about her but cliaz and pongo

Are the only ones that know this

But now I’ve decided that you guys should know this too

We walked along the highway and we got 

closer and closer to the town

My phone rang 

It was one of my closest friends mom

“Hi Palle” 

“Hey Jeannette”

“when did you talk to sofia last?”

“umm yesterday why?”

“she killed herself”

Jeannettes voice cracked

“it’s your fault palle”

“How the f**k can that be my fault”

I whispered because my voice didn’t work

She hung up

I walked away from my friends

I climbed on top of a building in town

Since because of my style I am pretty recognizable

Pongo joined me after a few minutes

“what’s wrong? Is it me” she said

“no it’s not you”

I was crying

“well what’s wrong then?”

“remember sofia?”

“your ex and one of your friends now right?”

“yea”

“what’s with her” 

I hugged pongo and whispered

“she killed herself”

“what when?”

“about an hour ago”

“f**k dude”

We sad there just listening to music for an hour and the others joined us

Jespers first comment was of course

“Did you f**k or something”

Pongo slapped him

“shut the f**k up”

Kenny looked at me

“what’s wrong?”

Pongo answered for me

“one of his closest friends killed herself”

Cliaz sat down next to me

“you okay dude?”

No f**k of course I wasn’t okay

God damn it 

“no”

My voice was crumbling

“hey dude lets go to her house and pay our respects” pongo said

And me and pongo went to the other side of the country

Now denmark isn’t very big but I live in midtjylland and Sofia lived in Copenhagen

So that’s a four hour train ride

When we got there sofias dad came out

“Palle”

“Rasmus”

“what are you doing here”

“well I heard what happened and”

Pongo interrupted

“Jeannette blames him”

“well so do I no get the f**k out of here”

We left and crashed at matt’s place

That is one more of the things that has made my character throughout my life

Hope you enjoy reading my stories 

Best regards

Palle Pallesen aka Fallen Hero aka SadDanishEmoKid

Author's Note

Write what you want, all true

Reviews

[Billie Hanzen]

f**k jeg syntes det er flot at du tør at skrive denne historie på nettet! vidste ikke engang at hun var din x.. har fanme ondt på dine vejne! og f**k da hendes forældre at de giver dig skylden!?!

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

...awe....I'm sorry...I know someone who killed himself...but..I know how you feel..

[Sharkapillar]

*Hugs* I'm so sorry. Just bear in mind that everything happens for a reason. :)