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A story about the hardest breakup in my life

I woke up that Friday by knocking on the door to my room

My grandma came in

“there’s someone here to see you”

I thought to myself who could it be

It was her

She came in 

We closed the door

“hi” I said with a shivering voice

“hi” she said and looked up at me

I couldn’t see it at the moment but she was there to break it

I tried to kiss her but she instantly put her head down

I realized it at that moment

“you’re here to break up?” 

“yes I am”

“but we are meant to be aren’t we”

“apparently not”

I held her for what seemed like an eternity

My tears started running the pictures of us went through my mind

“I have to go she said” her voice cracked and she started crying

“don’t go please don’t leave”

She opened the door and started walking to the front door

I ran to her and said “can you at least kiss me one last time?”

She turned around and we hugged and we kissed 

That last taste of her made me cry even more

She stopped and opened the front door

I fell to my knees

“but don’t you love me?”

“yes but I can’t do this anymore”

“don’t leave please”

She closed the door

I went into the living room and sat down 

I sad there for two hours just crying

My grandma tried to talk with me 

But I didn’t hear a thing she said

I  could only think of Her

I smoked eight cigs in those two hours¨

I went up to the upstairs living room

Then I went to the drawers and found a knife

I wrote this deep on my arm

“Jette Moesgaard I still love you”

I then slit my wrists

The next thing I remember is waking up

In a gurney

A doctor stood next to me he was talking to a psychologist

The doctor left and the psychologist started asking questions

I can’t remember them

All I remember from that is suddenly she came running into the room

And saying she still loved me

But we always would be apart

And now here I am a month later 

Her name still on my arm

The sentence that will never be erased

I will always love her 

Still knowing i might be insane

but if im insane 

then what is love all about

Author's Note

Tell me what you think it is all true

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This was really cute....and sad....it makes me want to cry....

[Cafe Reader]

Wow, very touching!

[Roberta]

I love it. That is all I can say.

[FallenHeroXx]

i still love her though

[Sharkapillar]

My God that's terrible.
I'm so sorry for you both.
~Rabbit F