Am I Deranged

I can't descripe just read it :(

Am I Deranged?

I Don’t know

Am I in love?

Yes

Sadly there is nothing much to say.

My mind has gone away

I have lost all of my dignity

She has left me with a depression

And a lust for killing myself

I could stand in the rain for hours

Outside her window

I don’t hate her

Quite the opposite

I still love her

What can I say 

I want her so bad

I can still taste her skin in my mouth

I can still taste the dirt from the ground 

When she broke it off 

But I still love her 

I would run to her and protect her if she was in trouble

I just wish, wish that she still wanted me

Damn I asked my parents but they only said

“well it’s your own fault”

I still love her 

When I go to sleep

As soon as I close my eyes I still see

See her lying on the floor half dead

Am I deranged

Yes

Am I in love

Yes

Reviews

[OT]

I concur with below - love and insanity are two halves of the same string!! easy to slip into one or the other!! you have the voice I agree, now just need to get it to burst through!! I like this - a few subtle rhymes here and there!! up the metaphors and find the wildest possible comparisons and then you've got it!!!

[E.H. Monroe]

Deranged and in love are one in the same. They both have the same symptoms of food poisoning and come in waves. I see the voice and what we have to work with, now let's burn the f****r down.

[Coyote Poetry]

You are not deranged. Sometimes trying to get over losing a woman is very hard. All of will or were driven crazy by love and woman. Time and a new replacement is the only cure. A strong ending to a outstanding poem.
Coyote

[Sharkapillar]

Fantastic. Very emotional, powerful as well. An understandable feeling, based on these words, which I have asked myself before.
In retrospect, a great poem.
~Rabbit F

[Dani]

ah, love. so simple, and yet so entirely complicated. best of luck with her.