Something..

Read at your own risk...

Old friends..

Dying out like old fires..

Leaving me..

Disgusted..

 

Entangled and betrayed..

I am left..

Covered in my own..

Strings of sperm..

Hanging on to the distastefulness..

Of her..

 

Thinking of me..

Buried in her..

Hammering her..

Hearing her say that she loved me..

 

Crying..

I'm always f*****g crying..

 

Betrayed..

Feelings flayed..

Ripped..

Straight from my f*****g chest..

 

They all abandoned me..

The Noises..

The ones that I once called friends..

 

Letting me..

Come..

All over her..

 

The power in the words..

"I Love You"

 

Tainting me..

Blackening me..

From the inside every time..

 

Enthralled..

I watch as she cleans herself..

As she gets me hard again..

 

Frenzied..

I kill myself more and more..

Every single time she crosses my mind..

 

But the poison must be spat..

The darkness must be held at bay..

 

The bloody words..

On white papers..

Like whiter flags..

That I never found..

That I never understood..

 

Letting myself get taken..

Again..

Again..

 

I wanted you so much..

 

I wanted you..

 

But you left me in the rain..

Breaking..

Crumbling worlds all around me..

 

Just tie the noose..

Kick the chair..

Leave me there..

 

I don't see the point in living..

When all it ever has been..

Is Pain..

 

 

Hearing her..

Come..

Lovingly..

 

Slit my wrists..

Let me die..

 

Drown me..

 

Burn me..

 

You have my permission..

I thought I'd always love you..

I Thought you'd always love me..

F**k
You

Author's Note

Don't bitch about the sexual content..

Honest opinion.

Reviews

[APOORVA]

well an honest writing reflects here.
good attempt and also intriguing

[A Risen Heroine.]

I kinda feel sorry for you... If you need to talk, I'm here. Message me if you want.
Overall a fine piece of art, strong and pure emotions.

[Coyote Poetry]

Honest and direct thoughts in your poetry.
"Tainting me..
Blackening me..
From the inside every time.."
Love is a two-blade swords. Take us to paradise or hell in the same minute. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Dayran]

Its nice to see the clear verbalization of the issues in an experience that is obviously personal and sensitive. But can it also see new solutions?