Wishes, Dreams, and Secrets.

These are multiple poems that I've written.<3 Feast and enjoy.

Not Today.

 

I cann't tell you my secret,

The one I've kept for so long.

You'll judge me and shun me,

I just know you will.

You just won't understand.

 

I make excuses to cover it.

I'm not confused, I know what I like.

Love doesn't have a handle,

Maybe that's why it's so hard to hold onto.

 

I've tried to tell you a million times,

I've tried to make it obviouse.

I'll tell you someday,

But just not today at least...

 

 

What Is Good?

 

Darkness.

There's nothing more peaceful,

But nothing more fearful.

Can you find the peace in the black,

Or only the monsters that hide in it's cloak?

 

Horror.

The light IS horror.

Light unmasks the faceless monster within you.

Can you stand to face him,

Face yourelf?

 

The battle.

The war between good and evil.

But who is the villan in this fight?

Will you choose peace, or horror?

Light does not always equal good.

 

 

Memories.

Could you see it in my eyes?

Feel it in my touch?

I remember all the lies,

I wish I could take it back so much.

 

Do you remember the time,

We daned in the rain?

I wish I could rewind,

All those memories.

 

 

Who I am.

 

She yells and screams,

But wha is she actually trying to say?

Am I really that bad of a child?

Maybe if I wasn't so difficult to handle...

Maybe she would accept me.

 

She says I'm off in my own world,

If only I was...

I could hide from the screaming,

The constant struggle to make her proud.

How can I fix us?

 

It's my fault.

I'm not her perfect child anymore,

I'm just some freak she doesn't know anymore.

IShe doesn't know the half of it,

She doesn't know who I am.

 

 

Next Time.

 

Just one time,

To see what it's like.

It'll be just once,

It won't hurt anymore.

Just to take away the pain.

 

I need it.

The want and need is eating at me.

Maybe this will help too...

I just want the pain to go away.

This sinful Hell is bliss.

 

No more.

I won't do this to myself,

I can't do this to the others.

This will never happen again,

I promise.

 

Just one more time.

I know I promised,

But this is the last time.

I just need a little help,

I'll keep my promise next time.

 

 

Stars.

 

Up above the world so high,

I need you to grant me one last wish tonight.

 

I wish the world was a better place,

I wish war just wasn't the case.

We would all go to Heaven, No such thing as Hell,

If someone was there to pick us up if we fell.

 

And If you were with me tonight,

To see the stars that shine so bright,

Well, I wish upon that lonely star,

Oh, how I wonder where you are.

Author's Note

Tell me what you think?
These poems are kindof old, I apologize.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

The poem is amazing. I like the flow of the poem. I like the thoughts and questions raised in this poem. The ending was my favorite part.
"I wish the world was a better place,
I wish war just wasn't the case.
We would all go to Heaven, No such thing as Hell,
If someone was there to pick us up if we fell."
Thank you for sharing the excellent poem.
Coyote

[Adam :P]

i enjoyed reading this, very good write.

[cfix]

I think these are very good I really enjoyed "Who I am" & "Stars" I like your writes they are very good.