#11 Awhile

It's been awhile you know.

I miss talking to you.

You'll be happy to hear this,

it's been 27 days since. 

I know it should be more,

but I couldn't help it.

You should just be happy,

because it has been awhile.

Do you still care though?

I can't tell, I think you don't.

I guess you still might, 

I know I still do. 

Even though it's been awhile.

We have been growing apart. 

You might not see it, 

but I do.

I don't see the point in continuing this.

What are these? Letters?

To someone who will never,

ever read them.

To someone who doesn't,

care anymore.

I wish I could just talk to you,

and tell you what I'm thinking.

No calls though. 

You don't like calls.

No talking to someone,

someone who is 2000 miles away.

I only get to text you. 

Messages, they won't work forever.

I love you, but it has been awhile.

I don't know if you feel the same way anymore.

I don't know why I still sit,

and wait for you.