#9 Mistake

Your ability to abandon me,

is above abuse.

You remain absent in my life.

Alone, I accept my accidents.

Don't accuse me.

I've acquired this ache.

It is always active upon your 

arrival along with departure. 

Actually, might I add,

I admire you,

but I have adapted.

I admit, I miss you.

I need your advice.

I can't afford your affection,

not anymore. 

I'm afraid you'll turn against me.

Again.

Aggravation is the worst assault.

I agree that your alibi was strong.

Not strong enough.

Life doesn't allow mistakes.

I almost got caught,

because of you.

Although I always promised,

I would never leave.

You are an amateur, 

too ambitious. 

Among everyone,

you amount to nothing.

Your anger, annoying attitude,

anxiety, anybody can do better.

I don't take apologies.

So, upon your arrival,

after you arrest.

I assure you, 

there will be a murder attempt.

You will be attacked.

I plan to attend your funeral,

so I can spit on your grave.

Don't bother telling authorities.

They will avoid you, 

I told them to stay away.

You better get down on your knees,

and pray.