Lifeless life

When the spring breaks does it make a noise?
Is there any background music in this life?
Horrible.
Feels like you stand alone naked in the dark room.
Offensive chills overwhelm your body.
Room with no door.
Kind of reality.
Your feelings switch for a moment,
Your mind relishes by drawing the door on the wall.
You start running towards them,
Then you hit your sick head and fall.