This emotion

This is emotion, its hard to explain
How I feel when I hear your name
Friends forever, never apart
Did we know how it would go right from the start
He's with the one who still owns my love
But you two are the couple that are sent from above
It hurts to see him smiling at you
But it makes me so happy and smiley too
This emotion is hard to accept
I wanted to tell you with the time that is left
That even if it does hurt me, you have all my support
I'd never just split you up, my pain's my last resort
Yet not a spot of blood has fell From the wrists that won't stop crying
But if I said I never broke down, you'd know fine well I'm lying
So this emotion is hard but real, I hope your happiness lasts
Because I'm the shoulder that's always there, but I just can't forget the past.

Author's Note

Just something I thought of.. I dunno, this is generally how I feel right now but seeing her smile is the only thing I've been trying to do for 6 years... I'm willing to feel more pain just so I can had the relief of her happiness =/

And some people say I'm a bad friend... I don't think I am.

Reviews

[Kenneth The Poet]

Stellar.

[Coyote Poetry]

Hard to know disappointment and be happy for another. I believe you are a good friend. A powerful story in this poem. I did like the way you ended this poem. The past is hard to forget. Thank you for the outstanding poem.
Coyote

[Lily Mae]

It's a tough thing to go through.. Just always be true to yourself first.. Your happiness is just as valued..xx