My dear friend

Live for today, gone tomorrow, causing pain, hurt, disbelief. Who you were changed everything, with you gone my life is unbearable, confused, hard. changing for the better would be good,but without you i don't have the strength anymore. Because of who you were, i was a good person, now I don't know what or who I am. You changed my life, I loved every moment now I don't know what to love. You were always there, your like no other. Ran to have you catch me when i fall, these days when I'm falling there's no one to help me. Everything to me, hard to think the next time I see you is in heaven, so far away,stuck with the pain no one can fix. Cant get over whats been happening since you left. I need you more then ever. Cry night after night, hurting, wish you were here, praying you'd come to my rescue, save me from what and who I am becoming. I love you, whom shall I be in this world without you?