A thank you with hatred

A poem for subject , mathematics

Dear Math,
Only for you....
I've lost my sleepy nights and
I've lost my hungry foods too...
I've spent my happy times and
Sad times with you
I've taken you, a deep look,
Sometimes, a glance...
I've drunk your pot full of formulae
I've totally memorized you...
I've done workouts with you...
Everytime when I approached you with a hug,
You kicked me out like a bug
Even I've prayed for you every single day,
You never let me get a single credit.
Finally you've cheated me, by grabbing my marks from me....
I mean, I'm not blaming you
But you could have been with me..
I couldn't make out your problem,
with me....You act so cruel.
I look you so strange....I don't
know why could not I change?
Everyone looks me as a convict
To commit my mistakes with you...
I've lost my tank of tears for you,
And thank you for returning nothing!

---With hatred
Faheema