Insane?A Story by Fadra93Just interesting.
What do you do when your mind starts shutting down on you? What about when it starts to go insane. When you think something is wrong with you, but yelling at yourself because you know it’s not true. Like having two minds. Is it possible? You feel like a phony when you tell others you're not okay. Then you know you're not. It sounds confusing... and in reality ... it is. Even if you're part of it. Even if it's you're mind. Others just look at you, always looking. You're just not sure if they are or if you just think they are. Is it your mind? Or is it you? Are you're mind and self separated? Still confusing. Just aggravates you. How many people, you wonder, how many people feel like you? Two realities? Or just two answers. If only you knew. It would be easier. Are you really insane? Or do you just want all the attention? It's weird not knowing. Makes you feel more crazy. But you cant be crazy! You just cant. It must be the attention. But why do you feel as if you're lying to yourself? Confusing. How can you just not know. It's crazy. There you go with the "C" word again. Seems like a bad word. Is this some sort of mental disorder? But, no, cant be. You don’t really feel insane. Do you? Makes you wonder; "Am I? How would I know... ?" © 2010 Fadra93Author's Note
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2 Reviews Added on September 22, 2008 Last Updated on March 17, 2010 AuthorFadra93AboutWriting short stories is a hobby for me, I can never get far enough in to create a novel. Though I do occasionally try. As I am right now. I'll never tell you my age, though my writing, and .. more..Writing
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