I Don't Deserve

A Poem by Crazy Claire

In case you didn't know, this is a bit of a sarcastic one....

Humming.
Quietly.
Don't listen.
For you're not...
Worthy?
Appreciative?
Careful?
Watch as I sink
And you chuckle.
Walk away.
Go.
Do not feel bad.
Because we all know,
I don't deserve your so-called
Company.
Do I ever deserve
To be?
Just do it.
Laugh!
I know you want to!
Kick dirt in my face
Like so many times
Before.
Spit at my feet.
Point out my flaws.
Leave me alone.
That's the worst you could do.
And we all know....
I don't even deserve
Your
Brutal
Attention.
'Twas the beauty
That
Murdered
The beast.
But who is who? Which is which?
Only I may know,
And I will not speak.
For now it is I with the...
Ability?
Opportunity?
Blackmail?
So shut up!
Bow at my feet!
I have the power,
this time!
Get out of my face
And
Cry.
"I don't deserve?"
You are a fool....