I Am Immortal

What immortality is really like

I am immortal and I'm not happy at all
Living day to day watching life degrade
This power is not worth to see everything around you fade
This gift is no longer a gift but a curse
And everything just keeps getting worse
I've seen so much pain that its left a stain on my life
I've seen every one of my family members die
You don't understand how badly it makes me want to cry
I feel like s**t because this life wont quit
I'm sick and tired of all of it
I just want to be with my loved ones now
I have to find a way to die somehow