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Her

 

 

 

 

If only I could tell, if I could just let the world know. How it might change! And there could be so many consequences. Maybe I should explain. Ever since I was really young I always felt this “presences” around me. But it wasn’t until I was nine that I actually found out what it was. Her.

She was a…wait, before I say it let me say something else first. At times there are these presences that we feel. There are many theories on it, but I knew what it was. Not a sci-fi kind of ghost. A REAL ghost. She stayed with me and is still here. She sleeps on my floor in my room with me and protects me.

She was a girl I knew in kindergarten that I was her only friend and she died of an asthma attack. But because I was good to her she came back as a Spirit and protected me. She was my Spirit guardian. So now she stays with me and grows with me protecting me all the way.

She was a bit of a troublemaker. Things would happen without any reason. Things would fall with no one around or other items would just vanish when no one was near them. And a lot of times I would get in trouble for them since no one believed me at first about it. Who would?

Her name is Amanda. Her and I are very close and we go everywhere together. She is always at my side ready to help me. Even if there is another person she will turn invincible so she cannot be seen. Though ghosts cant fly though like some say.

If only I could tell everyone without being called a liar and being called crazy for it. But society has suck so low. Her and I are the only ones I know who really understand, and that is because it is about us.

She saved my life once before and has kept the evil spirits and forces away fro me. I almost drowned in the river, and I would have too since the water was too deep and my shoes were weighing me down. The shore was too far to make it and I couldn’t swim any longer. But just as I went under she pushed me up from underneath and I made it to shore. That is how good she is and some of the reason she is here, for company too.

Anyways, a few others do know of her because they are the few who sort of understand and she lets them see her when they are with me if we are alone. Or she would just make weird things happen and I would have to explain why they were or why they just saw a girl who vanished into thin air.

She has been wonderful to have, especially in time of need and loneliness, even though she really only calls it returning the favor. One problem she has though is she can get very jealous. She wants to be with me and I with her but we know it cannot work because of how one of us lives and the other does not. Though we still wish we could.

When I had one of my old girlfriends who hurt me some she was so upset that Amanda actually left for two weeks and I had no idea where she had gone. She hated that I wouldn’t stop being with that girl and just couldn’t handle her with me some how and she just left. The good thing is it did return.

I hope she always stays with me to protect me and love me so I can love her. And even with no one around I won’t be alone. But even if not I wont forget her, I will remember her. I don’t just want her around for what she does for me. I also want her around because she understands the goods and evils most don’t in the world and how things work. Most don’t get that even though it is right in front of them. That’s why it’s so great having her here. My loyal, loving, spiritual friend, Amanda.