Well she loved him
And he loved her
They both just loved them
Not knowing they both had feelings
And silent in fear to tell
And because of this, what they didn’t know then
They’d be dead in the end
She felt alone
And to that blade she was prone
The blood drips down her arm
She waited by the phone with her self-harm
But time did fall
And it seemed he’s never call
And she only made the wounds deeper
He felt alone
And to the bottle he was prone
Another bottle downed
He waited by the phone alcohol drowned
But time did wane
And her call never came
He only became less sober
Friends since third grade
Back in the day
When all this was easier
But into their teen years
All the misery and fears
Of nothing but their secret love they were sure
Always together, rarely apart
Never more than arms length away
But keeping from admitting their thoughts
Had a pretty little price to pay
They both had no friends
Tortured at both ends
Parents either didn’t care
Or were never there
Or gave them abusive care
They were called wrong even when right
Hardly worth to try and fight
School was near an end
Though some time was to fend
Their fake smiles you could see through
Knowing in their heads nothing more seemed true
And after so much pain
Still more came
A death in her family
She ran into the woods
As far as she could
And sat down against a tree
She wondered “why me?”
And wondered why they couldn’t be
Though she was to blind to see
I guess ironically
He sat on the other side of that tree
Though they didn’t know they were there
Not knowing, but still together in their despair
He heard her saddened call
And heard the tears start to fall
He felt and understood it all
He walked around the tree and it was her he saw
He held her tight as the ravens caw
The pain they felt, an unnatural law
This tale is almost to a finish
Though their hope does not replenish
Soon is their own demise
Something brutal they both did devise
One more day left to bear
Though their happiness made people stare
Their bad thoughts were unsure
But soon they weren’t to learn
That night they spent together
Since they were so alone
She almost told him
And he almost told her
They almost kissed
And they almost were together
And they almost would have stayed alive
Almost is an empty evil word
She ran off to the woods again
Later the next night
She had no more time to spend
No longer would she see light
She had a surprise in her pocket
And a gift he had gave her, a locket
Inside was a picture of them
But it was stuck and she would never know
Her cuts ached and burns
For a final one she yearned
“He doesn’t love me…”
If only she would have known
She had cuts on her arms and legs
And that knife to her throat
Little did she know that because of this
Later he would be in the same boat
She called his number
But we hasn’t there
She left him a message
He never had a chance
He heard it soon and ran
To stop what was her plan
He saw her lying there
In the moonlights stare
Too late now
She was gone
Though he saw her note
Everything she never said
That’s what she wrote
He couldn’t bear to be apart
So he was ready to join her
He kissed her cold lips
And wiped away her blood tears
If only he would have asked
Something in his invisible past
He held her hand and took that knife
No second thoughts to find
Only to see her in the afterlife
Still their souls to bind
His first was as well his last
And next to her he lay
Dead and alone under the night
But still together at least…..
days before someone found them
With his note written with hers
Maybe someone would see their story
Though no one missed them even
Their blood ran together
And even though this
One things amazing
They now had happiness
A sad tale
Seemingly unlikely too
But what if I hadn’t told you
Would this be me and you?
They thought they had no friends
And a brutal life
To much to bear
Ended with that knife
Though there was one person
Just though they only watched
How else would I know…
It may have been ok
If someone asked to care
Or someone had cared to ask…..